Monday, February 27, 2006
just plain staring at chem notes can get really tiring.
imagine what could seriously happen if i had concentrated on studyin that shit. haha. nevertheless good luck to those taking chem test tmr! =D
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 11:17 PM
11:17 PM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
i feel like skipping school tmr.
now isn't that called truancy? haha. never thought that i'd be guilty of such a crime. monday's the shittiest day of the week. zz.
the squash draws are out already. which means that the competitions are commencing soon. scary huh. hahaha. okay maybe not.
i was talking to su han just now. and apprarently she says that 12 marks out of 30 is the lowest score her class got for the recent econs test. what!? i got 8 and i doubt that i'm the lowest in class. even if i am but i think there are several others on par with me. are they nuts? how can 12 marks be considered lowest in class. =/ perhaps they're all very hardworking and blah blah. now i know the kind of pressure she's facing in class. and i dun blame her for being 'uncommitted' to squash. imagine that u're one of the students in the class. man, if i was in that class, i myself will feel less committed to squash because of school work and the need to be "somebody" in class. besides, the ct isn't being very supportive of her. i think it's due to the lack of time that she's not doin well. hmm, the CT shouldn't be putting the students down but trying ways to encourage them.
it's hard to be excelling at school work and at cca. it's just so tough..
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 2:19 PM
2:19 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
aiya. dunno what to blog about anymore.
the only reason why im here is cos yuujin told me to blog so that we'll be able to keep in contact with each other through our entries. sorry gene. but, i seriously have nothing to blog abt. haha. how abt u?
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 5:06 PM
5:06 PM
Friday, February 17, 2006
wanqi, thanks so much. for today. and everything! haha, u seem to read me like a book. maybe we were photocopied. lol. whenever i feel down and depressed, u'll be there to encourage me. but let's be optimistic! we'll make it. really glad to have met u in this ahem. great school. haha. i love u girl! so sorry, let u see this kinda state i'm in. must be really weird rite. it's just that i've been rather disappointed. everytime i gather the strength to start studyin, test results come back and it deals me another blow. =( i dunno where to start with limited time i have.. and it doesn't help knowing that my assignments are of shit quality and that people ard me can cope with some subjects. i'm not jealous. i feel useless. gracelyn is right, i'm putting pressure on myself. that's cos i cannot afford to do badly this time durin the A's. damn, i'm blogging random-ness again.
guys, feel free to skip this paragraph of crap.this year seems to be like the previous, test results and all exactly the same pattern. time to start bucking up. i hope i can make a difference and show my parents a score sheet that they'll be satisfied with. haha i'm sounding so goodie goodie. i can almost see the formation of a halo on my head.
well,
upcoming events
block test - after march hols. in about 4 weeks time. (OMG. freaking near.)
squash competition - after march hols. stated above. (the next one is scarier.)
math test - this coming MONDAY! (oh crap. haha. dunno why i've lost all steam practicing for math questions. its as though.. i cannot grasp it.)
brother coming to mjc! - week 10, 6th march monday.
organic test - week 9, tuesday
last but not least, my birthday! - err. that's like 2 months later. damnit.
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 7:39 PM
7:39 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
i have just spoken to someone from my class on msn. haha. it's been quite sometime since i've had such an interesting conversion online. feels good leh. =) thanks.. it was what i needed.
looks like msn's not like before anymore. msn used to be a place where people could speak freely to one another and catch up with each other. since when did msn become such a cold place. haha..
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 11:50 PM
11:50 PM
i think i've been bitching alot about my results lately. so sorry ppl.. who have to listen to all these crap. i shall shut myself up.. soon. i'm lookin forward and not back..
no i'm not love sick! haha. valentines day just over. love is in the air, no? actually, i dun see much love this vday, except for a few exceptional cases. my dearest friends wanqi and steph (i presume) are happily in the vday mood.!! qi, enjoy urself this sat ok! haha. heck those comments on the tagboard. be happy!!
i hate to be blogging about school and work related issues. kinda puts me off but my life revolves around these 2 aspects so often that it seems almost impossible not to be talking about it. i tend to blog freestyle, like whatever comes to mind. and guess what? another school related issue popped out from my head. i'm gonna refrain from blogging about that.
i'm slowly adapting to my current class, though i still miss wanqi and steph alottttttttt. i mean, u dunno what it feels like, until u lose it rite? they're not with me during tutorials, recess, lunch break, pe, ups and downs but i can still turn to them when im down and out. and so can they! haha. my dearest friends! if u all have any issues with anythin, feel free to talk to me sometime. =) damn cheesy.
zzz. ok la. time to.. do some shit hw that has to be completed.
squash on!
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 11:08 PM
11:08 PM
Friday, February 03, 2006
hey all!
i'm back! (cos someone finally requested for me to write some crap. haha. been waiting for people to request for entries but well, guess i'm or rather my writing is not in demand huh. =p) nevertheless, i shall just post an entry for my dearest babe, wanqi! =D
hmm. the last time i left off, i was saying that i'm tired for school life. things haven't improved much and i'm still bored of the monotonous pace of school life. with tons of tutorials being piled unto us in the past few weeks, i can hardly breathe. partly cos the pace of lectures has hastened as compared to last year. and that the teachers are hoping to finish off the syllabus by may. in turn, we have to complete tutorials at an even faster rate. =(
this is not helping. -> after squash = sleep.
today i had our mjc annual college race. i came in 77th. at least i'm top 100 rite. haha. ok laa. i'm not an excellent runner anyway. wah, suling really improved quite a lot. looks like daily training pays off. after the race, we went to ms poh's house to visit her. darn i forgot to bring oranges. shall bring for her on monday. =x she ordered pizza, fries and nuggets. =D btw, her house was quite inaccessible, not easy to get to and ulu, isolated. lol. we played indian poker and bridge den left at about 11.10. the rest left while i continued to wait for my parents at her apartment. lol. she is crappy can. -_-" just like me la. haha. i told her that there was improvement since secondary school becos at least now im studying rite. in sec school, it was kinda like last minute studying. becos of that i got whacked a few times by her sofa pillow. sighs. it's time to work harder for A level results cos i dun wanna regret not trying hard enough. =/
ms poh also told me that if i wanted to transfer to 324 she wouldn't mind. but.. the process v mafan leh. haha.. (i'm falling asleep while typing this.) ok la. too tired already. gotta rest. cya! =D
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 11:52 PM
11:52 PM
